a few nights ago, maybe a week, I lifted myself up here as having been made to be an experiment via my farher’s contract with AT&T and, thereby, the government. AT&T was government controlled at that time.
My mother didn’t want me. She was still breastfeeding my brother. She didn’t really want him either. I don’t think she even wanted to be married to my father. She was only 22 years old and didn’t like America. They had emigrated from England for a long honeymoon when they married. And then she got pregnant.
So she signed up for me to be used for an experiment. Maybe they got money for it. I don’t think they did it to Steven. Just me. I don’t know about my sister Claire. Probably not.
So, I went to bed one night a week ago with everything coming together in my mind with me and my son both coming to the end of this experiment–him too–I saw that he was similarly used. We said goodbye just in case rhey took both of us in the night. But I did protest. “I am a mother and a human being and Ian is my son! and also a human being.
suddenly, Alex was there.
so, I am still here today about a week later.
They are trying to put me at the state hospltal.
not gonna happen.
nccotus 
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