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they let MR individuals to be parents.

my mother viciously accused me of harm to my son, and pointed to rules where the rules about the “tender years” in a mother and child should be broken.

it was so sick what she did.

I was having significant trouble because I needed HELP as ANY woman does with a first baby but three times over because of the situational stress and my physical and mental condition and the underlying, undiagnosed, misunderstood organic personality disorder. I needed to be fostered as a mother. Instead I was left alone with the baby in a hostile climate for 10 months. Literally. It was just so cold. And dangerous for the two of us.

My mother was unwilling to submit to a position of responsibility in this regard. She tried to criminalize me over an incidents that were outside my power to control and were under her power to attend. Whether out of jealousy or for reasons I don’t know—likely because of Claire’s jealousy—she was unwilling to help. I kept telling her I was so desperate to merge Buffalo with PA, I didn’t know how to tell her that I needed her help. I had so changed from the person she thought I was. It was sick what was happening.

She just assumed. It is called “infantilizing.”

And I was a mother myself.

lifting myself and my baby up to the Lord in prayer in this regard for these long ago causes.