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as it all comes together at the end in my life of serial dissociative disorder (a form of MPD, ie, multiple personality disorder), I realize that the worst thing I ever thought is TRUE: I was an AT&T EXPERIMENT in the 60’s and it was extended to my son in the 90’s, long after they were disbanded.

They will be sued.

ALIENS are interested in our pain and in our sexuality.

AT&T were cooperating with the government in other words, NASA. They were interested in aliens. Our pain and sexuality. Quantifying religion.

In other words, mathematically modeling religion. To studying the human soul.

My takeaway from this was to see that Science is a party to faith! I used to style myself a “turnaround artist!”

I believe that science and Christian faith need to conjoin to fix the harm of secular humanism.

Galileo, Newton, and Einstein need to be deemed saints. I have my father to thank for these insights.

It’s a little but awkward but it’s about how we get ready to meet with outer extraterrestrial beings and forces as we address pressing current global environmental issues and changes and threats.

I had this vision of my mother which I will share again: a frail young woman running through a forest in the New World wearing a dress running from an energy that wanted to skin her alive. I am able to forgive her in this regard for what she did to me and Ian as she cooperated with my father and his employment contract. Obviously she was stressed beyond anything she knew his time Cole with, she was barely 20 years old, English in a foreign world. He signed a confidentiality agreement in this regard. I had to sign one once so I do know what that was like. I know that somewhere in her soul my mother did love me and care what happened. It all passed through the Lord’s hands what happened.

my son was my consolation. It’s horrible how that worked. I only saw it clearly last night. How we were the same. And about to go the way of all things as such. But something changed…

…my father may need to be covered and protected for his reputation in this regard but so do Ian and I. We are equally human beings sustained in the strongest force on Earth which is motherhood.