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about a weird night I think it was After I met the ALIEN and broke up the electronic and electrical equipment, no, it had to be before.

I made the EVE speech, I think my father caught it all on film.

It was a scary night, I appealed to Mrs. M. From Beirut for help.

the Lord told me that He felt He made a mistake with EVE. Today I see that He was telling me that it was so horrifying what was happening to me that He questioned the plight of the human race that followed from the persecution of the human family on an earth. “And others like you.” He just gave me those words to say.

I was told not to step outside the house. I stepped slightly outside the screened front door to check something thinking it was okay but it wasn’t. There was a weird fat dog out there, Obviously a strange-to-me Lebanese breed.

I stepped in again only to find myself taken to a weird place in my heart mind and soul where I was like an alien among ordinary people at a party or in a dorm room and they attacked me and I had to get out only to receive the worst beating. I took discipline through that that led to my current course.

At that moment I started to grow up. I cannot tell this story more than this, it is private and personal to me. But I did have to share this part of it.