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now this is about time travel which we have through ALIENS.

”Back to the Future” was my favorite movie of all time but I couldn’t quite grasp time travel back then in the 80’s when that film came out. Through aliens and without the wart-mole I am able to see it now.

For repentance and atonement and through miracle upon miracle I am going back to Bauder Elementary and fixing what got broke way back then. I am ripping through those hallways and chastizing those kids who hurt and harmed my son and calling those teachers to order in that regard abut also apologizing to them for the problem our small family presented for the community in a way that we couldn’t meet at the time. We probably should have moved away to a more sympathetic situation. But Alex just loved that place. I sensed right away that it was an all-American community that was not welcoming to me and/or all 3 of us. Or maybe it was just that we moved in on that place too quickly, the former owner had only just listed the place and had not anticipated that it would sell so quickly. The neighborhood was not ready to see her go.

Nightmare after nightmare followed. We found things out once we moved in that we ought to have known. We were naive home buyers. That places was haunted with issues. I did not feel good about it.

I am here now with the strength of a nun in this order to return to that place through time travel to cleanse that place of the ills which then beset it for safe haven for Ian for his own special needs as mine have now all but healed.

Ian fighting back

gold spears and lightning sabres

Ian learned through all that video gaming that I so worried about to fight ALIENS in his mind. All the kids did.

Or, was he learning to fight alongside them?

As I said in a former post, his generation was inscrutable to me. I am guessing that I need to learn better but I am not sure. Kids need their privacy in some regards. Also, especially, because of my disorders.

Continuing to lift him up in prayer in repentance and atonement as I move through this weird space in this weird place in my heart, soul and mind and physically.