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Elementary School there was a sweet help to him but in an adverse way.

Those kids were randomly abusing him much as I have been experiencing here.

I saw it but I didn’t. I was so fixed on me and how I was harming him not meaning or wanting to that I couldn’t see beyond the end of my iw nose to the real harm he was experiencing at the hands of others.

He did have the help of other mothers of his childhood friends in the neighborhood and community but I was always wary of the cost of this down the line. There were four families who made it the “village” that was needed to raise a child. But the kids at grade school teased him so seriously. The teachers tried to help but I was so oblivious through my illness that I couldn’t t reach back as was necessary. I almost went to prison for letting him stay home.

There were such serious warning signs about his mental and physical state.

I am here to grab them TODAY!

Lord, I am lifting up Ian to you for the help of miracles, ensigns, Jesus, angels, and aliens, 25 years ago at Bauder Elementary in Seminole, Florida, where the community so tried to help and couldn’t back them. For him to have the help of Heaven/the heavens in all these regards: miracle upon miracle, Lord! Amen.