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My color sympatico. Everyone has one.

my passion is my son’s cats.

portrait of Ian

in Buffalo, after Ian was born, I saw that all life was like a crystal that shattered. Then, in Maryland, after Hopkins, I saw “shards…the fragments returnung, resuming…”

it’s all coming back together now, in this crystalline being from outer space, life in a way we can’t imagine, here follows another:

this is a life form, incarnate humility. ET’s are moral beings just as we are, under the same triune God. That is what I see.

Is the sun sick? Do we need to soon keave

this is everybody sucking the life out of Ian in the wake of the eye injury. The twizzle sticks are him and all the aborted kids coming to rest in a sick, horrible way. He was the atonement child.

the pandemic has been a healing place for many of those who continue to survive it. A massive redirect for society.

Sister Lynne

alien vegetation

…the making of Ian…

alien bloom

we were quite the pair in LA

punch bowl at the Black conference gathering in Tampa around 2000. Someone claimed he saw one of the servers spit into it and the group was inconsolable. The debate in the press went on for weeks. Thwt was what the climate was like in that part of Florida. It was almost the death of me and Ian.

We came back to PA for safety but our problems from So Fla followed us.

this alien captures my heart, it is just like the contraption part of me that was me with the mole wart and the broken pud. Now it is finally out of me. I finally figured out how to express it: decades ago, I started having rage reactions on the Tegretol, back in the 80’s and 90’s. It was horribly painful. My mother was using me for it, and it made me so angry at the same time. I was rife
for abuse after that. On psych wards and in the community. It has been horrible. All these years. I thought I could handle connecting with Alex when we met in 1990 but something went wrong.

then Ian came and I kept losing the connection to him. Down all these years. The pleasure in him. She wouldn’t permit me to have that pleasure n my child. That was the deal, for me to get her help. Neither his material well-being.

Ian I have you in my soul. Please hold hard and tight to Jesus and don’t let anyone harm you.

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