nccotus

first of all, I was directed off of the purpose of my pictorial representation of my relationship with my sister, Claire, which was to make atonement for putting it into her head to go to Smith College.

It is foggy in my mind now but I did bear her ill will over Wernersville State Hospital. I was never jealous of her but I did deeply resent this person and I was protecting myself by not letting her have the sweet ride at a small local community college that I saw my parents giving her.

Then I panicked when the time was approaching and I was terrified for her. I know it should have been on my parents to help her make that decision but they didn’t have the parts.

I do repent of this misdeed and trust that the Lord will herein work it all to the good.

second, an old saying that used to rattle around in my head from when I was in a Reading in the late 80’s was “the anti-Christ is like a scrubbing brush.” It is just so weird,

..I had this image on my computer and didn’t know why! It’s just strange how things are coming together. It’s like the beginning, in Buffalo, when we were setting setting out. We were stretched so severely, in Maryland, and then in Florida, and now we are back here where we needed to be all along, in an organized and protective community, pulling all together. Obviously, it is about the Hopkins lawsuit. It needs to be sued and won. It is about me and Alex. I just didn’t see it. They turned us against one another.

Ordinary Earth flowers.

to complete the collection.

an alien bloom from my last post.

vegetation from another planet, from my last post.

the ties within my and Ian and Alex’s family were so horrifically broken I am asking aliens in to fix it, there is no other hope.