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I have had this word earmarked since high school. Just stepping into it today. Simply stated, it means next to last. It has special meaning to me because of my 1 2 3 then over the fence equestrienne issue. Because of the broken pud, I sat on 3 and couldn’t easily fly over the fence. It applied in every other area of my life as well. I have learned to cope and continue to learn differently with the mole-wart gone. My learning curve now is so incredible.

So, this is a major penultimate moment as I struggle to leave this place where so much history has gone down for me.

i am letting it dovetail with memories of the Harvard Advcate as I fly over thie final fence here, an undergraduate literary magazine, where, after all of these years, I was never able to to even go near that place or situation im my mind.

I am seeing right now exactly what the Lord did for in that regard. He gave me the Lodge Program at Wernersville State Hospital; with all its attending troubles; and then my husband, through thick and thin; wherein, through all of this, I became a prophet.

And my son. Motherhood and a pack of woes. But also, sheer delight. He is like butter and honey.

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as for the Advocate, it was all about Janno, in my desperation I f’d up, I needed a hand to hold and took his not really understanding where that was going or what I was doing. He stepped in to help me over the years.

I was thinking that I ought to have asked David Longobardi to step in as President when he asked for my endorsement to run for that position early on; I so enjoyed the taste of politics. David was the prefect Pegasus, how could he have done both?

I see now to let aliens step in this regard.