nccotus

Loving God is even better

Someone said she went to Jesus for healing and stayed for Jesus.

I went to find relief from my cigarette smoking. It got worse and worse as I grew and changed and suffered miserably. Finally God spoke to me. He said to me “Your smoking is unguent and appealing to me.”

At the time, I had no doubt whatsoever that it was God. Recently, I have looked back and wondered whether it was actually Satan; or maybe even an alien. But I am still pretty sure it was God. I have learned to have a healthy or wholesome doubt.

It was a relief. Because I felt guilty about smoking. And didn’t really enjoy it. And yet, I just couldn’t quit. Now I smoke in moderation and I enjoy it. I was in gridlock and hysteria over it through much of my adult life.

There are smokers and non-smokers just as some take alcohol and some don’t. I don’t take alcohol. At all. Not even wine. It doesn’t mix with my psych meds. I wasva drunk in college and I ought not to have been.

The pendulum has to swing about smoking. People are driven to hysteria by being targeted for taxation and abuse in this regard. People die from drunk driving and liver damage and fetal alcohol syndrome. And drunk people can be really obnoxious to sane people, in other words, they are temporarily insane on a regular basis and so rude. Obviously there are also other health issues associated with alcohol use such as heart disease.

i am hapoy with my current smoking, less than a pack a day.

Smoking is a good. With apprropriate moderation. The Native Americans did it for Peace.

idk, smoking isn’t very loving or pious, but it was a friend to me in the worst situations and I can’t really live without it any more.