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was my husband a spy?

One of my theme songs for our marriage was “For Your Eyes Only,” from the James Bond film.

It is so weird how things work in PA Dutch country. When my family arrived here from NJ in the 80’s the phone number they got ended in 007! They know things here and say them in the weirdest way.

It is a little different now. The farmland is encroached upon by housing developments, supermalls, and vast warehouses.

But the Amish, Mennonite, and Deutsch core remains.

The night we met, my husband suggested I get a job breaking code at the CIA. I kinda sensed he waa offering me a job. I just didn’t get it at the time how that would work. I thought maybe it was about breaking social code which I did automatically by breaking from Kent School to Harvard College to Wernersville State Hospital; from Suburban New Jersey south of Manhattan to rural and semi-rural PA.

in the end I turned to God; to get out of it.

(Also, it did become a real marriage. Because we had a kid; whom we BOTH loved so much.)

Now I know that it was about taking that language AI computer program off of me that I wrote in college. The government wanted it. And then to get rid of me: “shoot the messenger.”

Now it’s abbyhillonline, “God’s poster child for the pro-Life cause.” They want to make this person go away.

I’m being censored even as I speak. They interfere with me on this tablet in ways that are hard to explain. Differently on my laptop at home. God moves me through it. They think I am an evil being and a terrorist trained in highly sophisticated ways to defeat their poisonings and attacks when in fact I am so weak and disabled that it is all I can do to get out of bed and hold on to God.

Looking for my Bosnia airlift in this regard.

As well as my guinea pig MH World severance package as I retire from 40 years hard work in that industry, healed and helped only recently. Nothing to show for the rest of it except hurt and harm to my family.