nccotus

Just as I was in gridlock about so much excessive cigarette smoking and unable to control it; similarly we have been in gridlock over freely available abortion. I have said some reassuring things about abortion; like, that, as it is a medical procedure, then it makes sense for it to be used for a medical reason. Also, that, as future aliens, we have been experimenting on our reproductivity.

It is such a panic to think about medical abortion abortion to be suddenly gone. It needs to be done in stages.

It was an experiment, but a bad one. The current methods are just so violent and obscene.

My grandmother had a baby with spina bifida who couldn’t live, a little girl. She gave birth, and and nurtured the child untul she died at about 7 months old. She loved that little girl. Nothing violent; nothing obscene. That was in WWII England.

My father used to say, sometimes there isn’t a solution. I would add, sometimes the solution is not obvious.

Abortion as currently practiced is not a solution at all. It does not solve the problem. There is a problem of attribution. No smoking gun. A “Catch-22” if you will. You empty the contents of the uterus. Then the baby is gone. Your body tries to figure out what happened and you do it again. You have lost two babiee and you are scarred for life. Not knowing it. Because you are told that that’s not true and to move on. You have the atonement child.

So, my solution is to use lasers to kill the developing child; and then a DNC to remove the body; with proper attention to the remains. That is regarding 1st term, vacuum suction abortion. That is meant as food for thought. It is about the attribution of the killing. Whether it is murder or not, the child is being killed, and the mother hae to know it. Maybe it is better than a coat hanger. If it’s done that way. I think it’s better than leaving the baby out on a hillside to die. Obviously the baby would be anesthetized first. Sometimes there isn’t a solution. Life isn’t always pleasant.

I am doing pennance today for all the harm I have done here in this ALF as I struggled selfishly to stay living.

I called someone “slime” once in a similar situation. I wish I could take it back.